blah blah blah just getting some feelings out

The main reason I want a boyfriend is because I want someone I can have by my side all the time. I don’t have a lot of friends and a lot of people don’t care for me. If a miracle happened and I found guy who wouldn’t mind spending his time with me, laughing at my stupid jokes, and just being weird with me… I would be so much happier and would not be such a depressed bitch all the time. I just can’t take this loneliness anymore. I just wanna be loved by somebody.